I Went On A Blind Date...

Yo,

So it will be a little awkward for you, or I don't know. 

But I just want to be honest about what dating life is for me as a 20-year-old gay entrepreneur.

So I had a blind date recently planned by two boyfriends. 

And out of those two, I started liking one boy in the past. (I call him “Jockey” For Fun) 

But after knowing he has a boyfriend, we just became friends lol.

So they both know that I want a partner so desperately. Because I'm in my building phase. 

And I said it clearly to them: "I don't want to build something alone. I want to build something together. So when I will be sucessful, I will be standing beside my man, matching shoulders with him & a hug."

So they planned secretly: "Let's find a HOT DATE for him."

In their contacts, they have a lot of community people. And they picked the best and cutest guy with long curly hair.

I can say without any doubt, he's cute and good-looking. 

Besides appearance, he is a good guy in nature. He might have a past relationship, but he has very high standards.

So when the time for the first contact with my date, 2 broskies just left us and said: "Hey, you guys should talk. You are on a date. Okay? You guys should talk and blahh blahh lol."

So we were in an awkward feeling.

I started with: "Hello. My name is Ashu."

He said: "Yeah. My name is X."

Then I said: "It's too awkward and annoying."

He: (Nodded and said yes with a smile)

I asked him: "Hey, did you come out of your own curiosity?"

He said: "They forced me to come here."

Then I got angry with these two guys and said: "Why did you force him to come here?"

And he was not asking any questions at all because he was not interested in this date at all. 

I was asking him a lot of questions to know about his life and to know him better.

In conclusion, he's not kind of my type. Not the way I'm seeing my vision.

Something happened during this time period which made me come out in public earlier.

And don't think I had a hookup. Nothing like that happened.

We went to a riverside, which was planned by our 2 broskies. We went there having some fun.

And Jockey got into the water. And me too, because we are more extroverted and outdoor guys. 

But my date and the other guy (I call him “Devi Maa” For Fun Lol)  they are introverted and not so into outdoor.

The 2 introverts were like: "Bro, where are we? Let's go somewhere else."

And we were in a more remote location. So booking a cab is also hard there. But somehow we managed to book a cab.

And out of nowhere, when we just entered the cab, we were sitting, and the cab driver was just starting the car.

A truck came near our cab and, boommmmmmm. 

And we just felt the little impact. The car's headlight got damaged, as you can see here:

But we are all safe. We didn't have a single scratch on our bodies.

Thanks Goddddddddddddddddddd!

So in that moment, something hit me: 

The moments you are living, you might be sharing them today with other people who might get inspired.

Cause anything can happen before my coming out. That's one of the incidents that hit me so hard. 

That's one of the biggest reasons. 

Also, being authentic to myself and to my audience. And to get to the right people and connect with a lot of gay entrepreneurs.

That's the reason I came out. And if there are any other reasons, there are a lot I can say. But these are the core ones.

-Ashurex

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